I Have Been Warned…or should I say “WARNERED”?

Lifes Lessons ~ The Good, The Bad & The Ugly
Wow, I am all over the place these days. I have so many thoughts running through my brain, 24/7, that I can’t seem to get a grip anymore. So many things pulling me in different directions that I’m just spinning in circles like a top. Well, more like a ‘Whirling Dervish’. In real life, I think dervishes are Egyptian dancers but I remember the cartoon version, pretty much a monster spinning out of control, only stopping long enough to get it’s bearings and then it’s back to spinning its brains out. I don’t think it’s necessarily a ‘bad’ thing but it wasn’t exactly pretty! More or less just a mess of energy spinning out of control, which is exactly how I feel these days.
Well, I became a bit more enlightened over the weekend. Somewhat of an ‘epiphany’ if you will. I came to the realization that I have been doing exactly what I continually suggest that others guard against at any cost. Rather than live my life to the fullest, enjoying every moment as if it could be my last I have been living in a ‘cave’, living in fear of being hurt again. Even though I know darn well that’s no way to live, I find that I am doing exactly that and for far too long.
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